Blank

its been almost two months now and yet all i feel is blankness and numbness.. I am mad, angry and disguisted, on how i managed this episod in my life. I am upset and mad. This is not me. I use to be carefree and cant be bothered with ppl's opinion. So what happen? All this happen when 2nd time around i fail in Romance Dept. The worst part is they are of the same epic. How odd is that? How can u be the main actress on 2 same movie even though the main actor may change.

I m gonna seal everthing in a pandora box, all my hopes, myself and everything into it. Close and seal until the next real one comes along.

When u are down to the lowest stage, only then u see who ur true friends are. Sad but true.

I had to learn my lesson the hard way, trust no one but me, rely on no one but me and all about me.