The sound keep repeated in head. Crash BOOM BANG Crash BOOM BANG.. it gets louder each time my heartbeat takes a beat. What is happening to me? my head is spinning, my breaths are short, panic, fear, pain and anger all sets in. I couldnt handle of of them at once. My hands shiver as my eyes saw those words in disbelief. Someone burst the bubble i was in and force me to wake up from this sweet dreams i am in. Is it a dream or a fantasy i created? Back to life, back to reality when i fealt my warm tears flowing down my face. the saltiness in it fealt like blood draining from my body.
I start to question myself, why do i allow a man to define who i am and what to react. How can i be so weak? How did i get here to the nubmness? Could i have seen this coming? Can i get out of the vaccum that keeps pulling me in? Argghhhhhhhh Am i insane??
Silence............... Silence!! I need silence! Need to get this sounds out of my head...
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