Broken Soul

It has been weeks and finally today i feel relieved, relieved that i have let it go? But am i really letting go or believe that i have? This hurt, this damage is permanent. This desire to escape is top of my priority. Where do i go? Where do i go? A world of my own is all i need to be in. Where there is no question asked, no tears, no fear, no anger & no lies. Total darkness is all i am seeking for. This soul is getting weaker by the minute.