Separation anxiety

12/8 was the first time i am away from Baby A in 9 mths. I had to go to Kuala Lumpur to get my US Visa done. During the days when i am home, at times there will be a wish to have a day to myself and just to myself. It happen last weekend and i hated it. I had a big hotel room to myself and i was so out of my comfort zone. Didnt know what to do. No baby cooing away or eratic mamamamamapapapapa eteii eiiteiii excitement. I miss her so much The room was a great deal. It was the last room on the floor and i had this beautiful balcony to myself. Great view but i had no mood to enjoy as i miss my Little one. I had a few facetime calls with her and it as great to be able to see her The best time of the trip is when i got home and was able to hold her in my arms again.