Chinese usually have special interest on dates and 20112011 was on of them.. 20th of November, 2011
Mum asked me to have a small house warming to significant the fact that i have moved in to my new house. No one was at home though for this last minute event, so eventually my VVIP was my sister which i drag her along to my new house and i boiled a pot of water and made coffee for her to drink. There was no furniture at home, so we both lay on the bed and gossip :)
So there u have it... my small and interesting house warming ceremony :)
Monday, November 21, 2011
Tuesday, November 8, 2011
What is it in for me?
Time Spend, Money Spend
Effort done, Work Completed
Argumenent Heated, Anger spread
What is it in for me?
Work Venture, Love drifted
Decision Conflict, Name calling
Finger pointing, Ego flaring
What is it in for me?
U tell me i am the boss
But u call me bossy
Isnt that ironic, but
What is it in for me?
Unappreciated, Stressed, Tired
A tired u
A tired me,so
What is it in for me?
Effort done, Work Completed
Argumenent Heated, Anger spread
What is it in for me?
Work Venture, Love drifted
Decision Conflict, Name calling
Finger pointing, Ego flaring
What is it in for me?
U tell me i am the boss
But u call me bossy
Isnt that ironic, but
What is it in for me?
Unappreciated, Stressed, Tired
A tired u
A tired me,so
What is it in for me?
if u dont know me by now
this song was made famous by Simple Red. The meaning is so deep and intense.
So if u dunno me by now, u will never never know me. No u wont. Everyday, day in day out, people sees us, hears us, thinks about us, critic about us and so forth. But to that one person that thinks the world of u, knows u inside out how u are feeling and what makes u do the thing u do. No judgement needed, no question required. It is hard.
All my life, i have been independent and do not need to rely on others. My security and comfort zone is within my control. I built walls around me so i wont get hurt and expose my vulnerability. Many have tried and failed, some have suceeded and made it worst beyond repair.
I used to drink a lot in my younger days, after the nite is over, when my friends crash, boom , bang allowing booze to run their body, i would still be sober. I will be alert and block the influence of alcohol to win me over, eventually made me stop drinking.
But i am scared, so scared that the walls are getting taller and thicker, i fear, if i get built inside this wall and trap within the walls and never see the daylight again....
So if u dunno me by now, u will never never know me. No u wont. Everyday, day in day out, people sees us, hears us, thinks about us, critic about us and so forth. But to that one person that thinks the world of u, knows u inside out how u are feeling and what makes u do the thing u do. No judgement needed, no question required. It is hard.
All my life, i have been independent and do not need to rely on others. My security and comfort zone is within my control. I built walls around me so i wont get hurt and expose my vulnerability. Many have tried and failed, some have suceeded and made it worst beyond repair.
I used to drink a lot in my younger days, after the nite is over, when my friends crash, boom , bang allowing booze to run their body, i would still be sober. I will be alert and block the influence of alcohol to win me over, eventually made me stop drinking.
But i am scared, so scared that the walls are getting taller and thicker, i fear, if i get built inside this wall and trap within the walls and never see the daylight again....
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