Broken Soul

It has been weeks and finally today i feel relieved, relieved that i have let it go? But am i really letting go or believe that i have? This hurt, this damage is permanent. This desire to escape is top of my priority. Where do i go? Where do i go? A world of my own is all i need to be in. Where there is no question asked, no tears, no fear, no anger & no lies. Total darkness is all i am seeking for. This soul is getting weaker by the minute.

My Sacrifice = Your Happiness

Hello there lover
How are u?
Its been a while
I hope u are well

We had so much together
So little time
But felt like eternity
I hope u are happy

Lesson learn
Have to let go
Not easy but for greater of good
Here is my precious gift to u
My sacrifice = Your Hapiness

Mother Nature and me

Its been raining, as long as I have cried
Earthquake in Sumatra, as my world came crashing down
Wondering when will it be Spring again
Had enough of the Winter

Total devastation and complete emptiness in me
Numb is my closest friend
Sleep is my remedy to blank the brain
Wet pillow to welcome daybreak

Come Summer come
Lets go on a adventure
Leave sadness behind
Bring back happiness

Taking first step out from this shell
Suck it all in
I am ready
Come what may

ICY COLD

Its been raining
I’ve been freezing
Its cold outside
Colder in the inside

Weaker and weaker by the moment
Fragile as a frozen icicle
Tender to touch
Probably a passing weather
Not here to stay
Yet it gets so comfortable
As hibernation hits

Before long, its gets comfortably numb
Blocked from any feeling
Blocked from within
Icy cold stares
Frozen window to an empty soul