The test I have seen my friends going thru the test but never had to do one myself. Finally my turn now. Anxiety was dancing all inside me and making me light headed. Once the results were out, i walk to my hubby and said to him, " hey u, congratulations! you are pregnant :) " he was so shock and was like questioning me like a officer and wanted to check the strib himself :) We were overjoyed to be pregnant and thankful to be blessed by having this beautiful gift from God. We went to the gynae to have the test confirmed and we were 5 weeks pregnant and overjoyed. But need to keep this a secret till we enter the 2nd trimester :) So we only told family and very very close friends :) Now at 13 weeks, we are happy to make the announcement :)

The next generation I notice your existance Growing inside me Something new Feels natural Seeing you for first time Love at first sight Feels sureal Precious little thing Hearing your heartbeat Music to my ears Made me wept Realizing how vulnerable With 2 trimester to go, Excited and Scared Getting ready for your arrival to start a family of our own :)

Bird in a cage

Your wings are groomed
Your destination is far
Your dream coming true
You are ready to fly

Wild and free
Life of a nomad
A gypsy or a hippy
With no care in this world

Stand firmly on ground
Iron bars surrounding you
Blocked from all posibilities
Holding you back

I am your invisible cage
Selfish to release you
Fear of losing you
Suffocating you

Lost and scared
Hoping for the best
Will let you decide
To fly or not to fly

3/30 to 3/31/ 2012 was another marker in our life where we attended "Pre-matrimony" classes. Here we learn about what is marriage all about, roles and responsibilty of a husband and a wife. Its a 2 full day of knowledge. 

The fact of the wedding is getting clearer to me for all this while that thoughts was there. But now, its getting comfortable in my mind :-)

Will update soon :-)

Riiiinnnngggggg Riiiinnnggg

Tuut tuuuuuut, tuuuut tuuut
The number you call is not answering
Damn it, redial
Tuuutttt tuuutttt

Tuuuuttt tuuuutttt, tuuuut tuuuttt
Still no anwer!!!!
Give it a 15 mins
Lets try again....

Well well well
The head start telling the heart,
Hmmm
Hmmmm why no answer
Hmmmm why no call back

Damn it! I hate technology

In the still of the nite

Darknest of the skies
With the ray of the moon
Silence of the moment
Brings my thoughts to you

The twinkle of the stars
Chills from the slow breeze
Ambience of the stillness
Wonders of your presence

Is it me in your mind?
Is it me in your arms?
Is it me in your heart?

Time will tell
As promise nite will come
And as punctual as the sunrise
As destiny is forewritten

Fools

All of us are fools one way or another. Whether u choose to acknowledge it or not. Some of us also choose to be fooled by a fool ( not knowing we actually know but choose to ignore).

Makes me ponder why do we do it? Why do we fear to face it? Why do we want to let ourselves be fooled over and over again?

There is this thing call instict and it is the best defence that we are blessed with but yet we dont listen to it. Insticts tells you if someone is sincere and can sense the energy that someone is giving us. But why are we not using it?

Hmmmmmmmmmmmmm

Lies

Starts with a white one
Layered it with repeated times
Perfect it by practice
Master it by not getting caught

Your actions will eventually tell
When stories dont sync
Coverups makes u stammer
Sleepless nights fulls of lies
Secrets out, you get burned

You get burned
You get dumped
You get hurt.......