A Emotional Day

This was probably most anticipated date todate. My parents looks calm and probably that should be a warning sign to me :).

So when he called me telling me he is outside my house, my heart jump a beat. As I open the gate to let him in, my family, all got prepared, sitted and waiting. He first talk to my dad, telling my parents his intention and my dad spoke first. He approved and had a few reminders to him and while he was laying out the term, I saw my dad choke and took a few seconds before he could speak. He spoke of our differences and how we need to be tolerant to each other and have respect for each other.

Once done, my mum ask him to follow her to the kitchen and spoke to him
She ask on his background and lay out the terms with him. Thank God all went well. I was so overwhelm by all this and I seriously didn’t realize how important all this was to me. I really meant everything. I was so happy my family have accepted him as part of the family.

So the planning begins! :) Wish me luck folks

Preparations

I never realized how much work need to be put in on planning a event. There is so many factor to consider, the schedule, the arrangement, the family emotion, budget, my emotion and etc etc

I just hope all will fall into place.

Wish me luck

Afraid

This question has been asked to me many many many times. I should be familiar with this situation but deep down i know i am scared, afraid, fragile. I guess a broken glass will not fully be new even after patching. Each time i feel as if asked to jump from the cliff. My parachute may or may not open or maybe i may not need it. Some told me i should just enjoyed the journey, the process, the sweetness, the sour, and all of the above. But WHAT?? What is holding me back?