Our Past

We always hear adults telling us, your past will haunt u someday and made sure we behave ourself at all times. But did we listen? Obviously NOT! Its not cool to listen to adults, we need to be a rebel like James Dean. Well guess what, my past are still haunting me.

I never cared much in the past, do as i please, get mad, get crazy, and many more horrid stuff. There are some memories i wish i could get Papa Smurf to help me erase from my passage in this life, some people i can delete and they would vanish.

I can change my phone number, change where i stay, change my style and denied but i realize those incidents are a part of my past and i cant change that, all i can do now is learn and never let it repeat itself. I also realize if i own up to the past and recognize them as a lesson learnt rather than a nightmare, i am free and at ease.

The fact remains we should not put such weight on people's perception and acceptance. We need to accept one self (the good, the bad, the whole package). If they world has a concern, its not u with the problem, its them.

Cheer up and be happy, i always say :)

Saying sorry!

Do u remembered when was the last time u said "I'm sorry " n actually meant it? We say it so often like we say thank u or hello. But the meaning behind expressing those word do not have weight anymore, sadly. More often than not we say it to get off the hook n take no remorse on our actions or words.

I m sick of that word, I mean don't say it If u don't mean it. Well we are human and we are not made perfect, we have moods, we are capable to be jealous, hurtful. But each time we make a mistake or hurt someone we need to take some time to realize n analyze wat have done n what have made us do wat we just did. Action & reaction , figure wat trigger n how are we gonna prevent this in future. Then the next right thing to do is say u are sorry n apologize n seek for forgiveness!

Think about it!

Cheers,